Hanging in the garage

In the past two months, I've hung the equivalent of more than two hours. The most at one time was just last week for more than 12 minutes. My new thing is seeing how long I can hang after cumming - regretfully, it's only 29 seconds. Hurts a lot to hang after cumming.

I'm a bit older now and hanging is a bit of a hassle. Given the opportunity, I'd hang all day, every day, every night. It's not that easy anymore.

I'm still not sure why I hang, but from what I can tell, it does make everything else easier to deal with. Like, I don't do a whole lot of surfing on the web for proof that it's okay to do what I'm doing - I've just accepted that it's okay.

About a year ago, I hung live on webcam for a friend of mine - think my friend thought it was over the top, but there I was hanging live.

And recently, I've been videotaping my hangs. I have more than 40 hangs recorded on my cellphone and iPod. I've recorded the same hang from three different angles. Weird.

Wish someone would see these posts and tell me they've had a similar experience.

Is it normal? Probably not.

I've tried hard to rationalize it, but it is what it is. It is indeed part of me. Wonder if I could post video on a blog.